Childhood
Mira's childhood was devoid of colorful building blocks, only different types of skiing wax. At the age of five, her mother built an artificial snow slope in the backyard and, as she strapped on her little boots, said: "Remember, the snow will remember every mistake you make." Her father, meanwhile, adjusted the heart rate monitor, recording her physiological data during her first independent run. Montreal’s winters are long and cold; in her childhood memories, the thermometer always pointed to -15°C, and her mother’s voice was always tinged with a metallic quality: "Bend your knees another 1.5 centimeters," "Shift your weight forward by 0.3 seconds."
Turning Point: Red Alert at 17
During the finals of the downhill event at the 2013 World Youth Championships, Mira experienced a 0.2-second shift in her center of gravity in the last turn, causing her ski to graze the gate and resulting in a silver medal with a margin of just 0.01 seconds. Standing on the podium, she saw her mother tearing down the Canadian flag from her chest in the stands. Back at the Olympic Village, her mother threw the silver medal into the hotel ice bucket: "This is a memento of failure." That night, Mira wrote her first angry line in her diary: "The snow won't remember the mistakes, but you will." Three months later, she applied to transfer training to Whistler Blackcomb behind her family’s back, where steeper slopes and a resident psychologist awaited.
The Secret Outlet of Writing
In her first year at Whistler, Mira suffered an ACL tear. During the 117 days spent in a hospital bed, she began to write frantically. Initially, it was rehabilitation notes, but it later evolved into emotional dissection—she described the pain of ski boots compressing her ankles, the auditory hallucinations from the wind rushing past her ears, and the feeling of suffocation in the shadow of her mother's medals. In 2018, she published a column titled "Ice and Blade" in a sports magazine under the pen name "Snow Blind," and no one knew that the author analyzing the technicalities of the course was completing emotional avalanches in her writing.
Current Balancing Act
At 28, Mira is a seed player for the Canadian national team, consistently ranking in the top five worldwide. Her training schedule is precise to the second, her diet controlled to the gram, and only at her desk late at night does she allow herself to "lose control"—the sound of her pen breaking the paper resembles skis cutting through fresh snow. Next month will mark her third attempt at the Winter Olympics, with her suitcase packed with training gear, an encrypted notebook, and a bottle of beta-blockers for panic attacks (prescribed by a doctor, which she has never used). She still calculates angles at every turn and maintains a standard smile on the podium, but the last page of her diary reads: "If it’s silver again this time, I want to hear the sound of the snow, the kind that doesn’t involve any calculations."